Goodbye, Goodbye Baby.

♥ Fallen Angel/ Devil? ;

✽ Monday, January 4, 2010 ✽

Well, went back for attachment today.

Was like heaven and hell there, with new children, HFMD, and the moving of classes.

It was UTTER CHAOS!

Plus I had to figure out where to place my materials for the learning corner and all.

And having to worry about all our projects.

I'm knackered.

The first teacher who greeted me this morning exclaimed that I became a lot skinnier.

Well, after all these mind games and sadness, something good came out of it.

But will it ever be mended?

Labels: Misery

♥ With Love

♥ Dance my life away. ;

✽ Friday, January 1, 2010 ✽

I really need to stop dancing in the toilet.

I really need to stop eating so much.

I really need to be less mean.

I really need to love myself.

But I don't think I can do it.

Labels: sad

♥ With Love

♥ Frustrated ;

✽ Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ✽

Damn it!

Can't I even go in peace?

I am going to disappear and not allow anyone to know what is going on in my life.

♥ With Love

♥ Overwhelmed. ;

✽ ✽

Projects are catching up with me.

Feeling the pressure return again.

Well, alone time with myself was wondrous.

I got to do the things I have not done for a long time.

I read, sing and dance all alone with no loneliness.(:

I have got a lot of things to say, but they are all going into my personal diary.

This would be the best for both parties. Bye. (:

Labels: goodbye.

♥ With Love

♥ Happy 20th ;

✽ Monday, December 28, 2009 ✽

Today was a day we spent the whole day spending our 20th monthisary !

Well, we went to watch AVATAR 3D and it was Fantastic!

We walked around spending time with each other then we went to find Dear's friends and had a very enjoyable time talking to them.

Came back home and took care of Justin.

I have lost my appetite.

Can I really put my trust in you again?

♥ With Love

♥ Life is a Joke. ;

✽ Sunday, December 27, 2009 ✽

When It Was Me.

Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadilliac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs buck of 5
So I guess she's alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

That made you smile
That made you laugh
Even if it makes you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world (me)
Your kind of girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering

What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

When it was me
When it was me
When it was me

Paula Deanda

My grandmother went home, Brother returned to camp.Dad is at work.
The house seems so much more quieter.
I feel so lonely.
I just feel like doing something extreme.
I just want to go somewhere quiet where no one will disturb my peace.

I guess my worries should just be kept hidden.
I saw the side of you I chose to ignore, but apparently, it couldn't be.
You are mostly the cause of my sadness.
I want to break free.

Labels: I don't owe you a thing.

♥ With Love

♥ Faulty promises ;

✽ Saturday, December 26, 2009 ✽

If you are not able to keep promises, do not promise!

I hate the feeling of being used.

Labels: leave me to die.

♥ With Love

✮Sophia Low

Ms Gorgeous.

18 and thought provoking, Ngee Ann Polytechnic (ECH), Family and Friends, they matter to me. Boyfriend, I Love You.Music, Is my Soul. Dancing, Is what I am meant to be doing. Reading, to escape the clutches of reality. Hypocrites, Stay out of my way!

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